Tuesday, 17 August 2021

_notking chapter 2

 

1 Year Later…

Where should I start?

Sometimes I like to live in my memories. A dream of what could be. But fear creeps in knowing how we have changed and things of the past cease to exist. The memories are starting to become more blurred and fragmented. I wake up to with a crushing weight, making me feel numb and lost. Some things in life just leave a deeper scar than others.

Waking to the sunset. Damn I am sick of being sad. I ran away hoping to get a fresh start, but I guess it takes more than being a couple 100 miles away to get you off my mind. Most days I’m fine but there are days like these where I wake up from a dream of you and me. I take these days slow because I don’t want to do something stupid like call you up and tell you I miss you when I know you are moving on. And so am I, I just need more time, I guess.

Here I am getting older, but I don’t have a clue what I want to do. I’m just aimlessly following the path in front of me not sure where it will lead me.



  

No comments:

Post a Comment